Anup Unnithan
You got change, Don’t you?!’ The conductor was screaming. Or so I felt-The bus was quite noisy by now. I took out a twenty rupee note from my pocket, and continued my desperate attempts with my phone. My roommate was sick, we knew it was Cosmo Hospital but had no clue about the room number. A random call to one of his classmates, and we knew Arj was in ‘508’. Fifth floor, Cosmo I said to myself. There was nothing interesting in the journey, except that my mind was wandering & my friends were kind enough not to tell me when the stop had arrived. The screaming conductor was also an alert man thankfully.

A look at the Cosmopolitan Hospital and I had butterflies in my stomach.


My liking for doctors was quite contrary to my indifference towards the ‘State-of-the-Art facility’ they practice at. As a
teenager, I adored the medicine profession maybe because my biology was weak! And being lucky enough not to visit beyond clinics and dispensaries that I certainly thought a smiling, respectable and charming doctor could be the girl of my life! And the fact that Medical College Trivandrum was so close to my college was a reason for my excitement.

Perhaps it was when I realized that a blood test can make me faint that I had to recheck my ideal match notion! I guess it’s like an Astronaut would never marry a person allergic to space dust! (If my analogy sounds stupid, blame the clock:))

Entering the crowded reception, I thought it was going to be a dull visit. People with receipts were moving here and there. Stretchers & Wheelchairs were all around. A man with a plastered limb was being moved out of the Casualty. I was getting nauseated. I rushed with my folks to the elevator. We pressed ‘5’, which was brightly lit then. Huge lift, I thought. A standard for any multi-specialty hospital I guessed.

The elevator opened to a rather dimly-lit corridor. We tracked down Room no 508, and finally some familiar faces was a relief. Arj had been recuperating from Dengue Fever. And I guess he found himself a very nice room. Quite spacious, it opened up to a nice view of the city. I stood there for a while, trying to make out the different routes around the place. As I looked around, the corridors wore a deserted look. I carefully avoided the medical details being volleyed around the room. I guess at least one of the guys joined me on my way out.

Seeing the nature of the hospital, it seemed the burgeoning profits from the hospital convinced the management to add two additional floors. It was Arj Jr who joined me out of the room, and he was pointing to me the Nurse Station. To his delight it was straight across the floor. I didn’t say anything to him. Boys will be Boys would have sufficed. I now felt I was past my interest and comfort to look out for girls!

I was checking around the place, and I realized that apart from the doors to the Nurse Station, you could easily see through the doors to several rooms. I casually scanned through them. Fifth floor…Fourth floor…and oops!..A girl in a blue outfit somehow caught my attention. She looked pretty. No! Stunning! I couldn’t help but believe she was looking towards my direction too. The Achha Bachha in me made me go back to Arj’s room. Nurses had arrived to give him fresh shots of platelets.

It was soon time to go. As we headed back to the elevator, some strange feeling engulfed me. A Déjà vu to be, I felt! The elevator doors opened and we joined about 12 people inside. The 25 people capacity elevator was operated by a thick-moustache man in uniform. He closed the doors of the elevator, and we continued our downwards journey. The speed gradually decreased. There were people to board from fourth floor.

There she was! More elegant and even more beautiful. She stood about an arm’s distance from me, her eyes transfixed to the floor. A close relative may be serious, I thought. Some people still look beautiful even though after they shed a few tears.
When the elevator reached the ground floor, I realized my friend was hinting about her all along! Sometimes your aural senses just don’t register. I simply smiled back at him.
Anup Unnithan

Change is inevitable in life and lifestyles. We keep thinking of how we won’t buck the trend, get that burgundy streak or wear those faded denims at some point of time. Our obstinacy may bemuse ourselves, still at the end of the day there are two sides we end up at. We change and then shock/amuse those around us, or debate within ourselves of the state we are in, and stay in the same. Either way, we change. That’s because in both cases we don’t remain the individual we initially were.
Metamorphosis is inevitable.

Everyone in this world has an ego. I realized this late, well I realized this observing myself! We cling on to things we feel is ‘fundamentally fed into our genes’. I blame not the parents. The temperament & notions which we are prejudiced for is an essential feature of our kind. We defend it unreasonably, with very little introspection. The reason is these notions have been passed onto our parents, and we well may do the same!

We are told Smoking is bad, so is Drinking. The generation above us expects that to be taken by default. They might have made some mistake in this regard. That is another point I want to make. The notions I cited, its from the experience of generations above. But, won’t it be much better, if we get to experience it first hand?

Such an experience would put to rest most prejudices we built our lives on. There are issues which may be taken as last words, but I certainly believe there are many more we could debate on. With ourselves at least. That’s because as we evolve, our thoughts has to…too. And only by doing so, can we be truly free individuals.
Anup Unnithan


I have to admit, i dont believe much in a large friend circle. Something most of the people around me just wont agree to! Anup has friends everywhere! A vast majority still think i am the most formal guy alive lolz...and friends arent to be formal.Period.
But.. Somethings changed since a few days... I suddenly discovered lot more faces to hang out with, many more to share the joy and pain of the final year at the most AWESOME college on the planet!
Dear Tour(aka Final Year IV, due respects to Josey_IOC!)
, ThankYou for the wonderful moments, certainly the best days of my life, and most others!!
Anup Unnithan

Although the room was dimly lit, 3.45 am in the morning it better be, Aadi strained his eyes to take a second look at the calendar.
He gazed at the calendar again & smiled. It was a familiar date, and for the past few weeks he was wondering how this July 12 was going to be like. The build up to the D day replayed several times . He could forget his parents’ anniversary, he was chided the last time...’But Mama what can I do, I’m worst with Dates!!’ And when he answered his phone on his birthday, half of them would complain. Poor guy would have lost all the birthdays saved in his cell phone some way or the other.

I better catch up with some sleep.

Aadi, aka Aditya, ‘…a fun loving guy who lives in the present and loves every bit of it.’ The best he could describe himself on Orkut.
But then it wasn’t true.He was never living in his Present since long.As if Life came with a pause key. If only I could rewind…Aadi was speaking to himself again. He closed his eyes again but his snoring roommate was of no help. He fiddled with his cellphone for some time, and reset his alarm to 6:30 am.I . must compensate this half hour. He looked at the calendar nonchalantly, as old memories rushed to him. The eager telephone call, the earnest request, and the the great times that followed.

A day out with someone could be better described. Especially when it was so special.

It was with Malini!
His mind was wandering again. Malini is the most amazing person. Teenagers do get fascinated fast. It was first day at his new school that Adi first saw her. And a dozen others too. For the next few seconds his mind did go blank.Ah.. the SRK movie last nite..His friends often teased him with this incident, he remained the stupidest part of himself. He got Goosebumps recalling the incident. Cuddling into his pillow, he had a quick time check. Still in an hour to go. He tried falling into sleep again.
Hoping Malini to be in his class wasn’t too much to ask. His new school had just two classes for his batch. But Aadi never thought himself to be lucky. He never was. He was the first to get scolded every time he didn’t do his homework, though the front benchers would escape the wrath. He was made about cricket a few years back, but his father’s transfer resulted in missing out the summer camp. That was a tough choice then. I continue to make them.

He was glad at least he could see her every day. Time went by fast, and he could say they at least they were friends. They were two opposite personalities; things would never work as in the movies. Again, he went dumb in front of her. He could never admit his affection.

The Curtains were starting to shimmer with sun rays. Aadi was now wide awake. He was finding it tough to sleep off. He got out of his bed, across the table. Sliding open the drawer, he searched for his diary. Then flipping through the pages, and he reached ‘July 12 2008’. He read all that he had written on it. His handwriting hadn’t gone worse as his pals often expected from a medico, but it wasn’t tough to read through that. I can read this with my eyes closed. On the next page was the two tickets he treasured. He recalled how excited he was getting the tickets, and how on his way back he almost bumped into a bus. She agreed to go out for a movie! He put it back into the page and crashed into the bed. Forty five minutes and it was time.

Scene after scene started to play in front of him. The fateful scrap that she was coming down to Mangalore. Malini was to intern with an NGO. ‘Sparsh’ works with underprivileged children and helped them train in vocational courses. She was always passionate about humanitarian courses, and was soon to graduate from The Centre for Social Welfare at Coimbatore.

Aadi was now trying out everything to please Malini. And WikiHows filled his gyan of what all he didn’t know of. He knew this was the chance, although she could hardly find time to spend with him. After five days of reaching Mangalore, and meeting her twice they were talking more than ever before.Its now or never, he realized. The third day he asked her if she sould come down to the museum gardens.

Quite a lot of hitchhiking that day. As fate would have it, enormous efforts to reach before Malini went futile. Malini was silent, fuming but unruffled. She still looked so beautiful! He couldn’t take his eyes off her.

He started narrating the peculiar medical case of his hospital. With a brief pause, he changed the topic, he realized her indifference towards biology.
And finally when he did spot a smile on her face, he realized this was the chance. He got her the present from his pockets. After all I wasn’t late there. He was blushing. And when he reached back to his hostel, he was waiting for a message…
The phone beeped… It was Malini…

She admitted she did like me too…

She was always also fond of me!...

Opposites do attract!

A reason to feel lot happier, in ages. All he could think of was replying to her messages. There was emptiness when he didn’t hear from her. First love is tough. Our hero asked her out for a movie, the coming weekend.Just another reason to be with her.

Everything went fine, this time. The movie was a break for the producer’s son. The female lead was a charming newcomer. But Adi had his eyes fixed elsewhere. Although it was dark, Malini’s giggle and laughter filled up every moment. After the movie, he took her out to his favorite hangout.

“So how was the movie?? I just loved the …” Aadi remained silent. He was skeptical. All the things close to his heart, never were forever. “Dear, Is this going to be forever?” She did say yes.

Aadi closed his eyes tight. He had done this several times.As if cursing the lady luck, his fate. He always used to wonder what went wrong. It was tough taking Malini out of his senses. But it was meant to be…

He became the Devil’s advocate. He blamed himself. I made a fool of myself. Everytime. Day after day…
 
His hands were trembling. Nevertheless, all that he had seen or done, his present and past was put into three categories. The time before he knew her, or the times he was in love with her, or the time…


Aadi pulled over his blankets, as if to mute the piercing sounds of loudspeakers from the temple nearby. Suddenly, he got hold of the cell phone. Messages then Saved Messages. Read out a message, as always.He smiled again but felt sleepy. Moving sideways, leaning onto the wall, Aadi helped the phone found a place to rest. Closing the eyes tight, hoping it was all a nightmare, he felt asleep.

The Alarm soon woke him up.

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I’m sorry I thought I lovd u.
U aren’t d person 4 me, Do
try 2 understand. nd please stop
bothering about me…tc


Sender:
Malini
+919447356421
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Anup Unnithan
Creative urges, are as pressing as nature’s call.Must be true, I seldom get hold of a pen.

Its raining hard, occasional lightning & thunder add to the ‘feel’ outside.
At home, preparing for my sem ends. It’s been nearly 3 years that I have been learning…well taught.. ahem, referred about potentials, fields, resistances; machines, circuit breakers… Thumb rule, some hand rules and a bunch of theorems I have been told underlines everything I’ve to deal with. My school teachers set this trivia long back…I recall.

I think I enjoy what I study. Its funny u see, if the world finds better ways to transfer energy,than electricity, I might end up at the archives. Thats highly unlikely. Electricity will power civilizations for a long time ahead. And many more like me would battle the task of ensuring that during transmissions, minimum losses take place,protection is set up to tackle line faults, all machines run optimally..blah..blah..blah
Hey, and the lights have gone.(I really love the way we refer to electricity as ‘light’! Most of us do that right?! ) And a grin on my face.

I slide my sofa towards the terrace. At a safe distance of getting drenched, ‘Numb’ is playing in my head. Lightning strikes again..but this time, Benjamin Franklin flashes in my mind and his kite flying prowess.
Isn’t this Electricity too?! At least more intriguing than the stuffs my textbooks rave about. I switch of my phone.
Anup Unnithan

Life is fun, and tiring... brings you happiness and tears... There are things you want to forget, things which cling on as memories...

In this journey called life, living every moment is all you should bother about...